18 May 15

Many many times, countless I wish I have another kind of life, as another person, another world..but it is imposible, isnt ? so I keep moving and going on ...dragging all these entire tired and problems.
trying hard to be a kind, to be strong and to be courage but still people around me keep making me more drawn and drawn. As many times also I keep thinking this is not real, all ..... just dreaming, but I keep wake up and find myself in a world with the situations which I even cant accept as my age running with the times. so what ? nobody care, I only can pray and trying hard keep my faith alive, making myself usefull and be strong. but Iam in prison. life prison, I wanna free, I really want... HELP... nobody see me, nobody hear me.. and nobody will gonna help me.
so here Iam, alone and confious.
Hope there will be a way. somehow God still give me a chance, wake me up in a silence peace morning and take away all these problems... if He wants.